A minor.

Raindrops on roses and whiskers on kittens...

No. No. No.

I straight up refuse to fall into the pain that is currently residing in my heart. I am better than that. I am above that.

I am stronger than that. I am worth more than that. Dammit, boy, I'm worth more than this!

So, in retaliation to the hurt of my heart, here is a list of things that make me happy:

Inside jokes

Friends who try to shield me from my own hurt

Friends who can see past the mask of happiness I put up

Friends who are willing to kill for me

Friends who are willing to not kill for me

The fact that my room is now spotless

Being able to breathe again

Having the support of my family in my decisions

Possibly going to India

Making new friends here

Being in London!

Sunshine (ironically)

[And for that matter, irony (sometimes)]

The funny noises police cars make here

Reading the Bible and finding it speaks to exactly how I'm feeling

Playing my flute in the key of my mood

...I'm not that girl...