Doubt.

I haven't been to church in 6 weeks.

I don't know what I believe anymore. I cannot understand how an institution that is supposed to help people fill their need for care and meaning can get off with pushing an entire subset of people away for being undesirable. Who are we to judge?

I don't want to be a part of a group that has such a stigma attached.

I don't understand how people with such affluance and power can get away with simply saying "I'll pray for you". What kind of justice is found in that? None. That is selfish laziness and I cannot tolerate it anymore.

I hate being back in America sometimes.